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Chapter [T]wo: Kindergarten school days!

2012-01-13T21:03:00.004+08:00

Have you ever wondered, what you have been doing during your childhood when you are 4-6 years old? Other than just attending Kindergarten like the rest of the kids beside you?
Well, mine was relatively different, with lots of jokes, fun & laughter through out the years!

When I was 3, my grandmother stayed with me, which also resulted in fun every evening, where the quest of food challenge begins... Whenever dinner is being prepared, there will be a chance to sneak around for a quick bite, and whenever we were spotted, we will get nagged for being mischievous.

Soon, it all ended, when she passed on... The memories were very vague, as I was still young and playful.. All I remember was every uncle & aunt, cousin & family members I know were gathered. During the wake, I was still being mischievous, running around like a monkey, until the day of cremation when I learn the truth of death.
Just imagine, a man who is always smiling & cheerful, suddenly weeping & chasing behind the coffin van, moaning and shouting for his mother, saying to be sorry for not listening to what she has said in the past.. This was what my memories revealed to me, photos of my uncle & aunt at the cremation hall. Where cries were deafening, tears were flowing from the bottom of their heart. This opened my eyes to death & how it has affected people in their lives.

After all of the ceremony, I was on my way to kindergarten, where I found out my cousin was in my same class! Being as crazy as always, fighting in class & doing stupid things to make the teachers have an impression of me..

Teacher: Okay class, tomorrow we will have a show & tell session, I want all of you to bring your favorite fruit to class!
Class: what to bring? Don't know leh...
(some girls): I bring apple lah.. small and easy to bring to school!

Instantly, my mind came up with the best fruit ever: DURIAN! So, on the way home, I told my parents about getting some durian to kindergarten, apparently it was approved!
The next day, I dragged 1 or 2kg of durians across my kindergarten hall, leaving a trail of pungent smell and injuries to my calf. But here is the best part, during the show & tell, I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO OPEN THE DURIAN -.-

During kindergarten, there is also perfromance, which totally turns me off when the teacher asked me to skip.. SKIP! -.- Imagine Kenneth Yap skipping around "happily" .. As expected, I got impatient during the performance in kindergarten and gave funny faces while I performed =D

Should find some of the photographs and attach it with the posts =D

Next time...
Chapter [T]hree: Family time

Chapter [O]ne- Whatever that I can remember from the start of life...

2012-01-11T00:09:00.006+08:00

Ever since we were landed into this world, the camera in our mind starts working, capturing memories which makes us who we are today. As time pass, the camera starts to get faulty and so does our memories as we move on...

All my childhood memories runs around my neighbourhood area & best of all, my grandmother's house: Punggol End. It all started just one fine day when I was just 2/3 years old, where the miracle of my "camera" still functions properly.

Waking up in the early morning, dragged myself from my room, to get my daily dosage of powdered milk. As soon as everything is finished, the adventure begins! Watching television, playing with toys, jumping on the sofa, going crazy around the house for no reasons!

All this fun ends the moment I hear a sound which makes me sprint into my parent's room for cover... "GARR-RANGG-GUUU-NIII!!!" I will always remember, 11.30, take cover, cause there is when HE will be going down the steps of every floor with his trolley. My mom will always tell me:" IF YOU MISS BEHAVE, I WILL SELL YOU TO THE AH NEH NEH!" but soon, I develop immune system to the kind hearted people in my neighbourhood, which changed my mom's line into: "IF YOU MISS BEHAVE, I WILL SELL YOU TO THE GAR-RANG-GU-NI!"

All this were the fun in the morning to afternoon, the moment there was opportunity in the evening, the fun begins at the sandy playground down by my house! Where toy cars crashes into each other, toy cranes goes to work with the bull dozer!
Imagine having a dozen cars, ramming against each other, sand flying around, catching ants & placing them into your sand mixing toy truck just for fun! All this childhood enjoyments which ends when you reach home just for a bath, before watching television as a family!

Soon, everything changed, time to go to nursery! But I was not ready to leave my comfort zone! With weird teachers who made me sing songs which I don't understand =O, dance for no reason =O !!! I did not even last 30minutes during the first day of class...

This was what happened on my first day:

Mom- sent me to the nursery
Mom- watches from the window
Me- Smiling! playing with the toys..
After 5 mins, I looked up and my mom is gone! So I started crying, it was so loud that my mom came back...
The kind teacher gave me ONE prata to stop me from crying, so I ate it while my mom was hiding at one corner observing me...
The moment I finished my prata, I cried for my mom again! Guess what, I got 1 more prata!! =DDD HAHAHAHA
In the end, it repeated again until my mom decided to bring me home =X

The next day...
Dad: You want to go school today?
Me: NO! I want to go work with you! =D
Dad: Okay.. lets go for breakfast downstairs..
=DDDD

At Dad's work place, I had fun! Getting on boat, playing arcade, running around, fishing, FOOD (quality SEAFOOD!), sit on tractors, getting free skin lotion, laughing around while doing nothing, saying Hi to water ski customers... BEST OF ALL, I took photo with Zoe Tay! =D

At some point of time, I will be joined with my brother, where the adventures of two musketeers of Punggol End will make havoc everywhere we go!

This, was how my typical life happen everyday when I was 2/3.. All the way till I went into Kindergarten school...

To be continued...
Chapter [T]wo: Kindergarten school days!

To the person who changed my life...

2011-12-19T16:09:00.003+08:00

Looking back in the past, I always treasure the memories that I had, remembering details of how things has happened, what had happen and why it happened... I should have said this 3 years ago, during the day I walked away...

You are the reason for the change in me, a delinquent who does not study, a boy who only attracts attention, into someone who shows care and concern. Yes, it might be too late for anything to happen, anything to change back into the past, but I will still want to say thank you for being a part of my life where I am no longer a delinquent & childish boy who fights all day long.

It was my mistake for letting go, I should have just stayed on and fight all the troubles, I am sorry for causing all the tears and troubles in your mind..

But I am glad that you have found someone new, whom will be more caring for you in all the ways, if he does not, hell will descend upon him within minutes he sees me.

In the end, still the best wishes for you and him!

Thanks for the memories :)
Nameless
Kravist for life

First meeting with ESG

2011-02-26T23:42:00.003+08:00

Day 10

The day that I am going on my first meeting with ESG, meeting SEC, on Singapore G1. If you do not know what is Singapore G1, here is a brief intro.

Singapore G1 is an event done with Singapoer Environment Council (SEC) to promote a green Singapore, it has not been say "well known" but it is damn cool! For more information, do check out Singapore G1 !

The meeting content is confidential, so nothing to talk about, but here is the thing that I did. It is somewhat like what we had to do during TEP meeting in the gym, I took notes through the meeting, summarize and send it to my supervisor. Nicely done in 15mins - 20mins? Cool!

Went back to the office, had lunch with everyone & bumped into Joyce (did not know she is teaching there).

Went back to the office where the emails are sent to the school list! woots! The game is starting with the emails starting to be sent out! Helped Danny with updates of the Kids Run table, where I understand the way of puting examples into the email to better illustrate the message being conveyed.

Last but not least, got more quotations for catering! A standard regulation for getting quotations (I dunno how to put it)
Please give me more guidance on the things I do! =]

*SIDE TRACK*
During Wednesday, I bought a HUGE packet of rasin from NTUC. Without noticing that the package has some word stating : "RESEALABLE BAG INSIDE" , I tried to open the "bag" which I took a few attempts before tearing the resealable part...... (please refer to the photo for a better illustration..)
If needed, click on the photo to see it clearly -.-

New days come new responsibilities...

2011-02-24T23:59:00.003+08:00

Day 6

2nd week starts, which I was getting into the pace of my job... continued with the database which made me use up my brain juice in the matter of minutes, to ensure that there is no repeat of data sent out during the blast.

Before leaving, I asked Mervin on the expectations he has for me, which I will know on Wednesday....

Day 7

What a way to start my day in the MRT, 4 super huge guys (1 Mr Fuan size, 3 of almost twice my size) squeezed into the MRT... blocking the whole door, OMG...

Finished the database and task given before moving on to sending the email to the 3 poster girls of Great Eastern Women 10k 2011, hopefully they will reply the email before 1st March =]

Went lunch with Chris, Arvind, Danny & Zi En to Great World City in Chris's car. Damn cool, reminded me of the old car I had... but main thing, we were listening to Dani California on the way back, where we stopped at the junction. Everyone was rather high with the song. Suddenly, the bus uncle was also high as he showed the 'okay' sign and rocker hand signal... WOW.... what an uncle...

Day 8

The day that I got owned by true Singaporeans, where all the aunties started squeezing you from all the angles just to get into the bus... Totally OWNEDZ!

Day started as Mervin told me of his expectations, where I have a clearer understanding on what are the tasked that I have to complete. When others expects of you, do let them know of your expectations too.... Following, I went on to update the group registration cover letter for the schools! Where I tried to apply the skills of making it look more flowery, hopefully it helps =] Ended the day with a call to Hans for catering, what a nice day =]

Day 9

Reached the office, started to add more schools to the school listings, until Mervin gave me further instructions on what to do for the day.

Went on to New Balance, before heading down to Great Eastern Centre where I learnt about the colour of bags even matter, even the things that are going to be printed on it matters. After having lunch, Mervin, Danny, SiYi & me took a walk around the soft launch route. It showed me how critical it is to even experience the route, which dangers are all around the corner (car parks, curbs, narrow routes, shop houses).

After which, we return to the office, where I learnt of the Fire Safety Permit & Public Entertainment License from SiYi. (VERY OMG) Finished the layout with pictures hopefully to send and it can get approved asap! *cross fingers*

Again, did some quotations and callings before ending the day with Amanda Lim, Kelly & Angie =]

Day 5

2011-02-18T23:33:00.002+08:00

Day 5

Reached Delta House (building name) 0920HR....

Help Chris with the timing chips, was hell of an experience as I did not know that preparing the chips will be such a taxing job... If it was done by 1 person, that person will just die on the spot.. So, I do agree there should be more people to distribute the job.

Sent the lists of quotations & continue working on job list and cleared the Cold Storage Kids Run 2011 web listing! Woots!

Now there is a new quest...to sort out the database of previous runs...

I am always and will be ready for any challenge!!! It will be done on Monday when I get to the office!!! WAHAHAHAAHAHA....

Day 4

2011-02-17T21:35:00.003+08:00

Day 4, went to work in the same timing, same way and everything same. Difference, the girl whom I always saw at the bus stop is missing....

Start of work, finished the list for Cold Storage Kids Run & Great Eastern Women 10K, sent to Joanne. Then came the scary part, Joanne ask me to find the job degsignation.. you think it is easy right? Just find my buddy, Google, and type in "job designations"?

WRONG!!! I used like 3-4 hours to find it before submiting it! From this, I learn that, I must be aware of keywords I use & use the online resource to get it done fast!

Picture of the day:

Sunset from the lift lobby... *too used to taking photos randomly*

Still remember this place... where I went to the TCC to wait for you...

Day 2 & 3 of IPP

2011-02-16T22:24:00.004+08:00

Day 2
Went to work in at the same timing BUT this time, I da bao-ed Mr Bean!! *not that Mr Bean from the comedy, but Mr Bean from Dhoby Exchange* I was rather well prepared with a water bottle and some sweets to refresh my mind of ideas to get the key words in searching for websites, sadly, the plan back fired as I drank too much water and went to the toilet every 1 hour -.- But I also learnt lots of things through the time, the importance of finding the correct market segment to target, e.g. the correct website that the parents will be in when they search for events.
Other than that, Joanne told me to prepare a telemarketing script which for the first time in my life I have to prepare one myself. From the script, I learnt that telemarketing script is meant to be short with full details of what I want to promote, people only want to hear the right things for that short timing.

Day 3

Woke up rather late cause I wanted to try to reach on the dot, so I left home 10 mins later, ate breakfast at Dhoby Exchange, queue for Mr Bean before taking 14 to work, I still reach at the same timing. Thank God! He allows me to be early for work =] all His blessings in disguise =] So the start of day 3 work, I updated the web with Great Eastern Women 10K run before Joanne told me to look for 3 quotation from various company on balloon arch, stage & SMS blast. From there, I learnt that looking for quotations is not as easy as you think as you have to call the person and sometimes email them to get your quotations. SMS Blast is a good form of marketing to reach out to people who are unaware of the events upcoming.

While waiting for the quotations to be back tml, Joanne then sent me a list of primary school, to update the database of contact, contact person and email so that we can target them for the Cold Storage Kids Run. 130 Primary School, 97 done, 33 to go... BUT! It is not the end...

I still have secondary school to do tml, along with the quotations and also the events to be posted online... God please be with me as I walk through this tasks...

*Now I understand the chapter in Marketing Management, on Database, why is it so important =]*

Side track... Did I mention about the Yakult vending machine at my workplace? No? Guess what? They just restocked it!!! WOO HOO!!

& here is how far I need to walk to my bus stop to get home...

First day of IPP

2011-02-16T21:55:00.003+08:00

I shall use the blog to keep a report for my IPP report...

First day of work, also Valentine's day, the day I join the working class peopel in the early morning march to work. The standard way of going to work, take a bus, MRT then bus, before entering to work. So took bus 72 to Hougang MRT to travel to Dhoby Ghaut, then bus 14 or 65 to work.

I thought I would be alone travelling, but who knows I bump into when I was at Dhoby Ghaut? No one else but my dear classmate Julaiha! She looked rather emo so I decided to block her way to suprise her, but not as I expected, she just stood there and went "TSK!!" and not noticing me -.-

Soon I reached my work place & was too early... so I used the time to reply the birthday wishes on facebook, which was alot to do! The best part, I got my own desk, desktop, phone, extention number & email!!

Soon, the work started, first task is to update the web listing and also to find new web listing... Soon, I found a new friend other than my colleages who are damn fun, Google is the new guy in town. He helped me find new webs to post the Great Eastern Women 10K run & Cold Storage Kids Run! (my main piority is to focus on the 2 events) With the help of Joanne, I understand more on both the events & was tasked to come up with the event details for both the events, where I learnt that it should include the things that descibe the event to the participants clearly!

Soon the day ended with more Google search and 6:30pm can soon, that was when the fun started! I went to meet the crazy S&W classmates @ Just Acia, Dhoby Ghaught to celebrate my birthday, where all the funny things at work were all shared! It was so fun that we all nearly forget what is our surname... What a day...

2010-06-29T22:13:00.004+08:00

Hey Dad,

Since I born, you have always been there for me. When I wanted something, you gave it to me without hesitation, always there for me and looking out for me. If it wasn't for you, I won't be able to travel to the numerous destination around asia. If it wasn't for you, I won't be such a curious boy, asking questions, trying to understand everything in my life.

When I was 3, I did not want to attend the kindergarden lessons. Without hesitation, you brought me out for breakfast and to your workplace in the morning.
You showed me everything at your workplace, teaching me how to ride my first knee board & encouraging me when I fell.
I still remember going on a jet-ski down the sea towards the TPE expressway, looking out for crocodiles with you and brother.
We always go to a KeLong off the island of Pulau Ubin, through the journey, you would allow me to pilot the boat. We would enjoy our time fishing and watching dolphins swim in the Singapore waters.
During the night, you would allow me to massage your aching back for $2, just so that I have that extra $2 to spend. But I did not tell you thank you dad.

But I did not tell you how happy I was, how thankful I was, for showing me all this things not every father can show his son.

When I entered primary school, you ferried us everywhere we wanted to go. When I did not complete my homework, you were with me to complete the work.
During the birthdays, you were always the one I would want to take photo with, using the film camera.
When I was at your workplace, the only thing I could think of was arcade, and you gave me the money just to keep me entertained for the few mintues.

But I did not tell you how happy I was, how thankful I was, for showing me all this things not every father can show his son.

When I entered secondary school, you ferried me to school everyday, despite the need of waking up in the early morning.
When I collect my NCC boots, you taught me how to tie the boots before I attended the first training.
When I fought in school, all you did was give me a lecture & asked me if the caning still hurts.
When I was secondary 1, you brought the family to Hong Kong & I still have the photo I took with you in the busy streets of Hong Kong.
When I was secondary 3, you bought me a G-Shock MudMan, that was the only watch I will wear even if the strap is spoilt. Reason being, the watch is given by you.

But I did not tell you how happy I was, how thankful I was, for showing me all this things not every father can show his son.

When I entered poly, you have always been concern for me.
You will always ask what time is my lesson on the folloing day, just to fetch me to school.
You will always ask if I have enough money to spend for the week.
You will always bring the family out for dinner and spend the time chatting about how nice the food is.

But I did not tell you how happy I was, how thankful I was, for showing me all this things not every father can show his son.

Whatever you said have always been a reminder and something I learn from you. I feel I am just a smaller version of you.

Thank You & I Love You Dad.

Personal Selling!!

2010-05-17T22:59:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!!!

Anyone want to buy
Sticky sticky sweets, Yummy YAMI Yoghurt vouchers, CORNERY POPPING-POPCORN! How about MEGA ZIP TICKET at SENTOSA? What about something useful like Parker pen or Waterman? In need of sports attires like shorts or socks or something in the line? Contact me for this items!! I need your help for Personal selling!! YES, YOU!!!!

2010-02-05T01:23:00.002+08:00

A typical day of school, started off with lecture followed by North canteen...

After which, to the classroom where Avi was testing his pants and got stuck!

*Video*

In the end, he was saved by Jun...

Soon the class was filled with chaos when the whole class arrived in the class
This is an example of saving Mother Earth

Wrong example....

Avi loves taking photo ehhh~ ^^

Next up, we have the presentation which caused tension in the air... for some...

No. 1

No.2

No.3 (it is not like what you think it is...)

=]

Pretty Avi~

COOL S_ _ T

Still playing during presentation..

Must be saying : want to play Mother arh~

2nd Photographer: Jethro, his best shot of the day is the last picture of the post... cheers dude!

From Proj 365
Taken by: Jethro Ong, SW0902
PEACE OUT!!

2/365 TOTAL RANDOMNESS......

2010-02-03T23:33:00.002+08:00

After Stats lecture, a sudden urge of Sushi came to me.... The next thing I know, NIHONMURA!!

Nihonmura Buffet!

Before the orders came....

Stacking up...

From Proj 365

We actually finished more than 20 plates of sushi from the conveyer belt before the main course arrived O.o

1 / 365

2010-02-02T19:56:00.002+08:00

Effective Oral Communication:

Presentation is completed! FINALLY! Now left with Sports Module to clear before exams.

Day 1 of Proj 365 as some photos were taken...

The project group on Speaking Good (standard) English Campaign!

For some reason, Jie Wen needs us to be fierce before he can stop moving around.

Scared of Pepsi? Try Pepsi Light~

From Proj 365

Goodbye Effective Oral Comm!!
Peace out!

0 / 365 Project

2010-02-01T23:26:00.002+08:00

Day 0, tommorow is the day I start my 365 project...

Main Objective: capture everyday of my life for 365 days
Equipment needed : Eyes, Wisdom & Intelligence from God, Trusty D5000

BaChouMee.....

2009-10-09T01:11:00.001+08:00

Dear 4C people, I want to have a class gather BBQ on either the 16th or 17th @ Pasir Ris Park, do tell me the date you prefer and also if you are going a not....

KY =]

Pictures of the month

2009-08-07T15:10:00.003+08:00

Long time since I blog, so now I shall put up some pictures which I think is good ^^

Back to TCC BTB for a visit...

2009-05-27T23:26:00.005+08:00

Just before I left my position as a part timer, the boutique changed the menu and also into fine dining...

Oven baked chicken with spice cream sauce...

After studying for awhile and eating, I went off with my cousin's Cannon Powershot G5 to capture the sun set at the Keppel Island...

Now you see it...

NOW YOU DON'T!!!

cool~~~

Last but not least, along with the sunset background, the bridge that links to the Keppel Island....

Missing Posts....

2009-05-24T23:24:00.003+08:00

So long since the update of blog, new life in Poly~ with cool and intresting classmates like National players and even those with intresting story to share with others. So long since 57th COC, think I will have to go back to HQ more often and also back to NCHS NCC unit. Now is the time to start studying and work out instead of loafing around. Soon to go back to Ban On village, 100km north of Chiang Mai. I sure do miss the place...

2009-04-03T21:29:00.001+08:00

Too busy to blog , currently attending 57th COC in NCC HQ . 4 more days to POP! haha

2009-01-25T00:44:00.002+08:00

The Master ShiFu!

The training starts now Panda!

Hai Yah!! I Block!

2009-01-01T22:53:00.002+08:00

I HAVE BEEN HIRED! WOOO HOOOO TCC HERE I COME!

Soon i will be working as a part timer at TCC but i still dunno which outlet .

Goodbye slacking days , Hello busy and buzzy days .

2008-12-30T00:07:00.002+08:00

Soon I will be reaching the mid-transition phrase of O lvls break , YET , I am still jobless~ It must be a great Hi-Five with those in the same condition with me . What should I do~? What should I do~? Hope the darn school will at least send a message to the O lvls people a msg on the release date .

*tired~*

2008-12-27T14:20:00.003+08:00

Dead blog~ haha . So long since the class have seen each other , everyone is busy working and making money . But one thing everyone forgot is .......... WHEN IS THE O LVLS RESULT DAY!?

A good question for M.O.E to start answering us ^^

Singapore Flyers , a good place for scenery and a place to challenge the courage of a person's fear of height . Despite the events of the jamming of the BIG BIG WHEEL , it is a good place to go , imagine getting trapped on the wheel and be able to see the scenery for 6 hours. If it was me up there , I will spend my time taking photos of the rescue and scenery of the sunset , after that I can even get a free meal . I was up there before the jamming happened and the scene is awesome and breath taking .

Awesome ? This pictures were taken after a light shower .

2008-10-28T16:14:00.002+08:00

I was bullied by a cat T.T firstly i am at Long John Silver studying before it started to get crowded , so I decided to move out to the neighbouring block to study . I found an empty table in the void deck , as I started to unpack my study materials , some furry thing brushed through my legs . It was a black cat who came to challenge my presence , so it went up on the opposite chair and started miao-ing the who day long . I got pissed and changed to a table adjacent to it . From there , I saw a little boy in school uniform riding his bicycle with his poor mother walking behind , trying to convince him to wear some protective gear before something bad happens . Even after her long talk , the boy only replied with a frustrated tone as he continues to cycle away in front of her . After they had gone , another mother came along with her son in a primary school uniform , the conversation was totally different from the previous "couple" . This "couple" walked together as the mother talked to him about how he should spend the $5 that was given to him to spend , the boy agreed and spoke in an understanding tone to his mother .

See the difference of the world is changing ? Some kids grows up to be a brat while some are meant to become someone useful in the society .

2008-10-13T17:32:00.002+08:00

Friends , someone who is always by your side .
True friends , someone who is always by your side , gives advice , scold you if you have done wrong & provide help when needed .

What are friends for ? Breaking other's relationship ... only some are true friends , are you just a friend or more than a friend ? Think about it , if you are just friend , you are just a small fry to me . I do not need separators like you , you can 1.fuck off 2.Bang wall 3.stay out of my life . I had enough of friends...

2008-09-23T23:45:00.002+08:00

CAPTAIN'S BALL is the game for PE lately~ It was rather fantastic for "everyone" to play and have a nice work out before the GCE . From the game concludes that 1. Hui Yu can only be a defender as she practically blocks anyone she sees. 2.Vincent and Aaron cannot defend together as there is no space to stand. 3. Hui Ping chases the ball around instead of a direct catch. The rest were great in the game .

You seem satisfied with your current life......

2008-09-07T01:10:00.003+08:00

Emo.... feeling totally lost and confused . Everything comes through my mind as something bad , even lazy to type with both hands . sigh~ feel totally emotionless , everything i do will be wrong~ i can hear my heartbeats clearly ever since i emo-ed , feeling blank . I find that everything I do is always wrong , people may see that I accomplish things easily & some even add more task into my life . But what others do not know is what is happening behind the scenes , sigh~ sometimes i cry to myself at night , i feel so lost an confused , i fear that i will lose all my happiness . when i was at a tender age of 3 , i will think of stupid qns to ask myself " what will happen to me when mom , dad and bro pass away ? " then i will start crying to myself . Everytime i try to do my best at something some will always comment at the things done , all they see is the bad points but not the greatness i have accomplished , some will rub salt to the wound . i have the urge to injure them but a voice will stop me , sigh~ why can't i just get a chance to break someone's bone ? Being able to serve is not an easy thing to accomplish , serving people but people return nothing but attitude that it is not well done , they should try serving others before commenting on others . If they have any brighter idea , please enlighten me~ If they can do better , i give up my post & all the ability to serve , i will just be a normal person . If not , they should just shut the fuck up and let the pros do the job . the world needs more people who cares and concern for others .... i shall try my best to pray ....

Something magical to share , believe it or not it is your choice . I was suppose to reach church at 1 pm but i was caught in a light shower during 12 50 , when i reach the stop , it was still raining . So i looked at my watch and sat down on a bench with a Malay couple on the other side who were also caught in the rain and waiting for the rain to stop to continue the journey on their motorbike . I started praying for the rain to stop at 12 55 , minutes and seconds pass quickly , when my watch showed 12 55 18s , i look up the sky and the rain started to end slowly..... believe it or not~

2008-08-18T00:21:00.002+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHA D&T is making me stressful~ superb stressed to be exact , I have been having a hard time to have a good rest . Everyday I have to wake up at 6 am by hook or by crook , even during the weekends , reason being , Test during weekend .

I was watching Evan Almighty on HBO and I found out interesting things from the story line , it is so real about life and my religion , Christianity .

From the story it shows that Evan Baxter ( not bastard ) who has also appeared on Bruce Almighty , became a politician from an anchorman , his life was leading towards the rich and famous . During the night , his wife told him about his prayer for the family to become closer , while he prayed to change for the ability to change the world . Till one day when God appeared and instructed him to built an Arc which Noah had built . But he told God he had his own plans for his life , he wanted to lead that life , different from other , not the life of God's planning . In the end he tried not to do the task , but God still had his ways to make him complete the major project . His wife left him thinking he is crazy for talking to God , but she met God herself and God enlightened her , eventually she went back and stayed with Evan till the end of the flood .

In life , we too want our personal life and we plan for ourselves , but what we missed out is God has actually planned everything , it is only about the time His plan works for us . We pray , we request from Him about what we want ( The time to do things , study hard , get close to someone ) , but when we do not get it we will start to argue about it . Think again , does God give us the opportunity to what we want or does he just give it to us ? To me , He gives us he opportunity to do what we do , it is just for us to do it and make it right .

What a day~ I feel tired~ time to study~ sweet dreams people!

2008-08-02T01:02:00.001+08:00

Day 3 ever since my life faced a drastic change , now it is quite late in the morning even if there is mock exam tomorrow . I still think about things that happened , sorry .....

2008-07-04T21:03:00.005+08:00

Mr Krishnan's birthday is on the 6th , unfortunately is on a Sunday , so it calls for and early celebration! The cake sure looks small , but it is from our heart to Mr Krishnan . All the best for his route to recovery ! From the bandaged left hand you will know it is him .Birthday songs from Sec 5B and 5A to wish him an unforgettable birthday treat by his graduating classes .

Hey 5B says CHEESE!

Another time to confirm it is a good shot !

The class flowers ! ( with one tree at the side! )

The Protectors of the class! BIG SIZE!

From the photos we must thank the two 5A classmates , JiaXian and Joseph for taking the photos!

Nameless.....

2008-07-04T21:03:00.002+08:00

Days left in NCC as a Senior Specialist - 7 days

Good grieves , participating in two Passing Out Parade is a bad thing , having the same feeling of leaving my unit as a second batch . I'LL BE BACK!

Did my D&T work after school where everyone was trying their best before the long long break from Saturday to Monday . Jian Yu was teaching the up coming USM and AUSM C&C , so I left my bag in the NCC room , hoping it to be safe in the room . After placing it , I went back to D&T to assist Kelly with her rivert which requires some strength . After completing it , I found my juniors had return home and locked my bag in the NCC room =.= So I had to return home without my bag , with my keys in the slot , it is really safe in the room right now . Without a key to get home , I hope that someone is at home . Got off the bus with the hunger in my stomach , decided to cross the road to the night market to get some bites . Crossing the road , I saw a famillar figure , a gorrila wearing a Manchester Utd attire , MY BROTHER! haha a confirm way home! Thanks God for siblings as they are always helpful in time to time ^^

Celebrated Mr Krishnan's Birthday , it was rather early as his birthday is at 6th July . For more info of it , please go to 4C's Blog as I will update it there .

2008-06-11T22:18:00.002+08:00

I was brushing my teeth as my tears started flowing out of my teary eyes , it is unbearable as I tried to control it to stay strong . But thinking of what happened was too unable to control as I start break down , I shouted hoping for a response , "Why the family members you gave me Lord ? Why is all this happening to me ? " The tense and forceful shouting cause blood to flow out of my face , I looked into the mirror and I saw a young and uncontrollable youth , it is impossible to stop shivering or to catch a breath . Red eyes with tears flowing out , whole face turned blood red . Soon the adrenaline came back " Why this family must I be in !? Why must you put me in this family ? WHY WHY WHY ?! " The adrenaline was rushing from my head to toe at a fast speed , causing a total headache and uncontrollable muscles like a drug sniffer . Tears flow from my eyes to bring out the guiltiness of me , blood flow from my face to bring out my pain in me . I went out of the toilet and a brother prayed for me , comforting me . Next morning was suppose to be a happy day as we were going home , as my cousin came to apologise I tried to keep myself from looking to prevent my tearing again . But a sudden silence opened my eyes as I saw my beloved cousin was crying , that was when I felt a sudden shock . Huddling each other , he told me about his care and concern for me since I was small , giving me flash backs on the time we had together when we were still a small kid . I started to break down as I found out that I have misjudged one of the best cousins Lord gave me , out of the sudden I found the response I was looking for , " You are in this family because it is a lovely family with all the concerned family members , where not everyone can have despite praying and hoping for it . " this sentence kept me weeping for a long time , feeling sorry though out the day in the hotel .

From this , I realised the response that I was looking for is not always by the instant like a sms via the satellite , it is through events and enlightenment from others . I will treasure my lovely family just like what my cousin had always done .......

2008-05-14T15:11:00.002+08:00

Incluso si dijera que yo no soy feliz acerca de usted saliendo a la película con ellos, yo presumo que usted todavía pasará sin mí. Usted preguntó si estuve enojado, yo no estoy enojado pero puramente desilusión y triste saber esto. Invitar usted es tan difícil para mí, pero cuando otro ellos hacen así, ellos obtienen qué deseo. Yo odio mi idiota amigos!!

2008-05-13T17:15:00.009+08:00

¡Qué tiene este mundo se volvió?! Fui de siempre allí acompañarle cuando jamás usted me necesitó, dejo en suspenso los acontecimientos que alot malo de cosas a mí acabo de ser allí por su lado, los amigos me invitan pero rechacé la oferta para estar justo con usted. Pero ahora, los amigos LE invitan, usted concordó y lo más importante es que es nuestro aniversario. Yo me siento tan decepcionado para el compromiso que usted tiene...

la traducción para este pasaje no es exacta!!

el mundo injusto...el no perfecciona mundo!

2008-05-13T17:15:00.007+08:00

el mundo injusto...el no perfecciona mundo! The unfair world...the not prefect world! Ahora sé realmente lo que es quiere ver el mundo como un lugar donde otros siempre tratan de aprovecharse del uno al otro debilidad. Un dicho viejo, un perro come perro come mundo. Gravemente es, alot de backstabbing de amigos, ningún asunto que lo es . Idiota amigos!

2008-05-05T22:24:00.003+08:00

Okie~ since a super and very long time since i updated by blog .

Now is in the progress of Mid Year Examination , a few more days to dooms day when the result comes out . I must really admit that Yap Jun Hong is an arse hole , he is a cockernarden , nincompoop . I think he cannot function his mind to do things correctly except for his good points in soccer , Combine Humanities and going around 'hehehe' . For the rest he is just a brain dead fella . Tomorrow is a very good friend's birthday!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY VINCENT !!!! *in advance as I am blogging now* stay happy man! you are SOON to be officially joining me and mervyn in the 17th Years old category ^^ YOU ARE ONE YEAR OLDER!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA

MUAHAHAHAHA love~

2008-04-16T21:25:00.002+08:00

So long never update my blog , is in a rotting case already . Soon to Mid-Year examinations & we are still fooling around in class , procrastinating and getting scolded . I think it is the time I stop all this bullshit and DO my BEST for the rest of the year!

Some cokernarden took away my previous blog picture! T.T never mind , I got a better one ^^

2008-03-11T16:49:00.003+08:00

School "holiday" is finally here ! A holiday that request students to return to school for extra lessons . Mr K is finally overseas , hope the weather will be hazardous for any plane to land , especially during Thursday so he cannot return to Singapore . Was not trying to be evil or do bad things , just that his remedial is going on for long time on Thursday and Friday . Specialist course is going on right now , I did not book into the camp as it is kind of IMPOSSIBLE to book into (Army camp) SISPEC (School of Infantry SPECialist) . Hope the cadets will do fine there and clinch some award for the unit's Best Unit Competition .

I am deeply in love with you no matter what happens

It is my fault , if i had book into camp , this would not have happened , if I just admire you from the side , this would not happen . I am really sorry for this to happen , I want to forget about this incident forever . *take a pliers and remove the memory* I want to be a good guy not a bad guy anymore .

2008-02-26T18:32:00.002+08:00

It has been a LONG LONG time since I updated my blog .....

such a busy time during common test , studying and playing at the same time . Kind of stupid to do that ehh~ but there is too much stress going through my mind , ever since Mr K made me the chairperson . SO STRESS!!!! but at last this Saturday I might be able to go kayaking , it is a might cause it MIGHT rain T.T so I better watch the weather closely . I am going FATTER AND FATTER!!!! SO I MUST START TRAINING!!!!!! TRAINING!!!!!! FAT FAT KENNETH~ T.T

My forever love is none other than LuTing! XD

2008-02-13T16:33:00.002+08:00

School days and busy days~ everyday is filled with something that intrest me to do funny . Everyday having a homework for english to be completed , all i can say is ALAMAK -.- Feel so bored getting stuck alone with nothing to do but homework~ After all the talk from Mr Krishnan during his english lessons , I feel so brain washed to be against the government . Maths will be due tomorrow and my bag will be weighing a ton as it stacks up the weight or my standard 10KG bagpack . Chemistry practical will be EXPLOSIVE in the lab and lessons on Social Studies will be crazy . D&T is going bonkers for those who never complete the work . After hearing all the talks by other who have been through different events , I have learn to do "read" someones mind and action .

Students now are more clever as they are honest with what they find on the floor , I was on a bus on my way home . Before I alighted , a little primary school boy halt me and passed me the pen I dropped on the sit . What a good boy , unlike most teenager who is always on the search for free items .

WHAT I LOVE IS FOREVER LOVE ~MY LOVE IS LEONG LUTING~

2008-01-31T20:53:00.000+08:00

DEAD BLOG!!! oppss~ to busy for updating my blog . During Tues ran the 100m sprint , the sprint cause a sprain on both my tighs T.T it is still strain on the legs now .

I have neve seen a person getting injured or fracture a bone before , but today I sa it with my own eyes . My friend's cousin was pretending to be David Beckham doing his signature free kick , but instead of kicking the bottle , he kicked the concread floor . Two of his toes were fractured and we had to carry him to the polyclinic before having the ambulance coming to send him to the hospital . Poor guy , hope he recovers soon .

Alot of people keep asking me the same question , my answer will be "I dunno~" :)

I LOVE LUTING forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever !!!!!

2008-01-15T21:13:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!!!!! Feeling so high right now , or even since yesterday .

I was helping out at the Luwei's concert at Raffles Hotel during last Sunday , there was this cool place called "catwalk" where people release ribbons at the end of the show and make the sits "snowing" with ribbons . I went up there to release the ribbons , left my phone there as I was afraid it might drop and hit someone's head . But when I went down from the "catwalk" , I forgot to take my phone . So I rushed up to the "catwalk" , there were metal switch with sharp edges on the floor of the dark place . I went on too fast and hit my pinkie to something sharp , thinking that it was nothing , I carried on to the position of my handphone . When I reach there , I saw blood oozing out of the finger like a river flowing . I had to rush my way back down to the backstage and apply medication . But it was too late as it was infected and the wound is playing the game "Close Open Close Open Close Open" . The next day I went to the doctor and he told me it is quite a serious infection and I had to take alot of antibiotic to kill the infection .

I LOVE LUTING !!!!!

2008-01-13T00:30:00.000+08:00

I just stopped writing on my journal and came on to the blog to do some blogging!!!! HOW CAN I DO THIS!!!! *but I just did* =.= I feel so sleepy but I have tons of homework to complete !! What should I do~ sometimes I will just fall asleep when doing it due to the activities I do daily , from going for events to helping out at home and funny things . But at least I submitted the journal on time . Finished homework and time to slack for now~

2008-01-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

Start of school , kind of weird as MOST of the kids are my junior . Found out that Mr Krishnan is the form teacher and his expectations are kind of high . First day of school the homework are starting to come in as fast as the tsunami . Comprehension , vocab meaning , maths by Thurs . 2 newspaper article , 2 journal entry by Fri . What is better is the TEST on the first 2 days .

2007-12-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

Is it just a coincidence or my heart is really broken? Out of a sudden , my chest is feeling very painful . It feels like someone is squeezing the lungs and inflating it like a balloon .

2007-12-18T18:21:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHA!!! Toady , 18th Dec is the result day for N lvls , alot of people are nervous if they are able to go to Sec 5 . So everyone gather at the school canteen at 1330 hrs , there everyone chatted for long time as they start with the sentence : "Ehh! Long time no see!" Then we went up to the hall to listen to Principal Donald Duck's talk for 15 mins followed by some unknown teacher called Ms Low and lastly Mr Garfield Neo . When it was the time to get the results , I was chatting with some friends . Suddenly Ms Tang called "YAPPIE" , both me and JunHong went "Yes? which Yap u calling?" After she verify with us who she was calling , she asked me to sign the paper before getting the result . Taking the result and staring at it for seconds before shouting :"HOW TO SEE THE RESULT!!!!" Mdm Chow came to my aid , taking the paper and trying to figure out how to count the points . Instead of telling me the points , she criticised on my Maths as I only scored 3 points . After all the "quarrel" , she told me :"aiyah~ u pass lah , see you next year." =.=

2007-12-15T11:49:00.000+08:00

Was rather busy with Church retreat , went to Pulau Ubin with the youths and was caught in a heavy down pour . The rain was going on and off constantly , we had no choice but to stop in the hut near Chek Jawa before going on . We went up to the highest point in Ubin and the scenery was AWESOME!

When I was about to bike pass a tree , a friend told me to look up the tree and there was a gorgeous bird sitting on the brunch .

I will always wait , love and care for you~

2007-12-06T10:16:00.000+08:00

Kenneth has fired his own boss =.= reason being that he needs a rest after a long time of work . Worst thing is that the results for GCE 'N' lvls are coming out !

GCE 'N' Level Results!Date & Time: 18 Dec 07, Tue, 1.30pm Sharp Notices:Everyone must come in proper school uniform.For Boys, no coloured or long hair.For Girls, no coloured hair.The usual school rules applies.All outstanding school fees is to be paid to the office, if not results will not be given.Students with improper attire will be asked to leave the school

For more info on the result , please refer to the class blog or u can click this link .

Now I am left with my only job , a kayaking instructor . Went kayaking last Saturday , the waves were rather choppy and big waves were hitting the shore line like they were fighting each other . When there is BIG waves and some crazy paddlers = SURFING TIME!!! , I actually went with some of my friends who took 1 star with me , but I met 2 of my L1 coaching course friend who were 4 star . While the group of friends who came with me went to Loyang , I was surfing with Jeremy and Myra , the 2 friends who has 4 star . I paddled all the way near to the shipping channel to catch the wave , caught up with a rather BIG wave and surf all the way back near the shore line . I was putting my paddle up to celebrate for doing that ( a rather DUMB thing to do ) , at that moment , a gust of wind came and changed the direction of my kayak parallel to the wave . Right on that time , a wave came and capsized me , I tried to roll up but was capsized again . No choice but to get out of the kayak , at the time then I realised , my quick release tab was stuck in the cover and I am stuck underwater gasping for water =.= I was left to die till Jeremy came and rescue me from my stupid kayak .

2007-11-26T19:17:00.000+08:00

Now I found out that doing delivery is fun ! Chance to go around to different places like : Vivo City's Amani Exchange and Diesel , Henderson office and saw "Ah Ji" , Forum & Four Seasons hotel . I found out that the stores are just opposite each other , if not , it is a street or a few blocks away =.= Going around and disturb people in the shop , best of all is that after work , I will be sent to the MRT station or I can even choose to go "shopping" =.= at the city area if I want to (99.99% I will choose no , 0.01% is when I need to go buy somethings) .

How can I survive without you *banging the wall* , in just a few mins , my mind is going crazy thinking of you~ But I also want you to enjoy , so have fun ^.^ I have two things in you , LOVE and faith . loving you forever~

*ps. do NOT say I am mushy *

2007-11-25T01:38:00.000+08:00

Went biking to Serangoon today , but something unfortunate happened . I was going up slope and i toppled to the side , on to the grass patch and into a "small" drain . All this are okay , the worst is that the bike came crashing down on my right ankle . Causing it to "crack"(i think) , leaving me leaping where ever I go .

I cannot live without you~ Not contacting with you is killing me , making my brain cells going haywire . Not seeing you is as the same as facing the wall doing nothing .

2007-11-17T17:34:00.000+08:00

So long since I post blog , 6 days of event occupying my life . Monday had to work , Tuesday went for a meeting for planning the NCC chalet , Wednesday went to work , Thursday to Friday had OFF days , Saturday (today) BSF .

NCC chalet , I should say it would be a gathering for all the "cadets" who have "retired" from the unit . Playing games and helping out was tiring , had to do "guard duty" for the night . During the night time , I see alot of cadet running in and out of the kitchen for food . 5-6 BIG bags of chickendee was finished , 5 1.5litres of sweet drinks , 70+ cup noodles FINISHED , cans of sausages , 14 eggs , all are finished by CADETS , none of the specialist got to eat any . All this are finished in less than 3 hours , I think next year's IPPT test , most cadets will be getting bronze instead of silver . After finishing the ration for lunch , we had no choice but play game to see how treats lunch . After my team lost , the cadets were complaining : "why must we treat them? I thought the chalet have food for all the meals?" By asking the question , I triggered my specialist scolding instincts . I made them fall in on the road and scolded till some of them cried right on the spot . Sad things happen~ thats all I can say .

At long last , I got my spectacles and my PSP . I was a blind bat walking around and not able to see things more than 5 metres away .

No matter what , I will still be waiting for you .... Until my very last breath , I am still in love with you

2007-11-11T19:34:00.000+08:00

Disappointment , sadness , anger and fear comes together . First the feeling of disappointment , then sadness followed by anger and fear . The thing about human is we do things before thinking of the consequence of doing the thing .

When something bad is done to human , human will feel it is hollow in the center of the chest and starts to think about what happen . Leading to sudden disappointment in things done to us when something bad happened , when thought about it , we would feel sad . When we are sad , the brain starts to "build" or even start a system to make us feel better which leads to anger as the person will try to do something "stupid" or some weird things . After doing the doing the thing that would make the mind feel better as it acts as a stress relieve . But it might be a wrong thing to do , letting the brain to send out signals saying fear , fear of others not able to forgive .

Easiest way to forgive and forget about this would be to "steer" away from this problems to avoid contact and hurting others . Try to play some games to get yourself out of the "trouble" , watch TV or even go to sleep .

2007-11-07T22:22:00.000+08:00

Just came back from my "kampong" life at Malaysia , Gopeng . Living in conditions of only ONE light bulb and squeezing 30 people in TWO rooms , was thinking of conditions would be worst , like sleeping on the floor with ants . But no , they provided mattress , so luxurious .

Night Negative One ,
Booked into HQ NCC for a overnight stay and made friends with people from Catholic High , joked with them , prank called some friends and went to sleep .

Day One ,
Woke up at 0530 and had breakfast before going off at 0700 hours , boarding the bus for a 8 hour journey . During the journey , we sleep all the way as there was nothing to do except for looking at TREES after TREES after TREES , CARS after CARS after CARS . When we reached the destination for us to take a lorry ride to the campsite , we played "dodge" as there was brunches at the height of our head and hitting our heads . Nightfall came quickly as we got to have our dinner before bathing and go to sleep , night time and the temperature reminded me of the time I had in Ex.Cresendo , freezing winds made everyone shiver in the middle of the night .

Day Two ,
Breakfast in the early morning before going off to white water rafting and followed by caving in the afternoon , getting mud all over the body with kok sheng as we tried to help guys during the trip . Back to campsite as we completed , feeding mosquito . Went back to camp for dinner before going to sleep at 2100 .

Day Three , last day
Woke up early , had breakfast and loaded the bag on to the pick up before proceeding to the LARGEST cave in Malaysia . There we lepoard crawl our way in the river and manuvoure to clear places . After all that , we clean up and went on our 8 hours journey back to Singapore .

I cannot see things clearly as I lost my spectacles in the river T.T so I cannot see clearly now~

I miss you alot when I was away , I need you in my life as I am thinking of you everytime . I love you forever~

2007-11-04T18:57:00.000+08:00

A brief post before going off in 45 mins to HQ NCC . What a busy week , working and working~ T.T no time to accompany or chat with people , sorry~ XD will be off till wednesday~ I will try to get some bubble gum back . And if your looking for me , plz wait till i come back , or try calling me XD

I love you forever~ not being able to contact you a day is a very sad thing for me .... thinking of you everytime~ XD

2007-10-30T00:33:00.000+08:00

To some of my friends , heed this advice . In life , friends can go against each other just for something and that something is called money . In Mandarin there is a phrase saying : "谈钱伤感情" and it is so true , the uncles at my workplace agrees when some of them were buying "things" in Singapore Pools . In English there is 2 words which is shorter than the one in Mandarin to have almost the same meaning : "Money face" . Money blinds people as they thought that with money they can get what ever they want to get . Yes for some reasons as when you want to save up for something , No for as some is to splurge on some material needs . When someone sees or choose something wrong , we say that he is either "kok eye" OR "ba chiu tia stamp = eyes covered by stamps" . But what do we call people who are money minded ? Do we call them "ba chiu tia lui = eyes covered by notes" ? If you find are the type of people who want to keep your friends around , PLEASE stop saying money .

For those who face disappointment , hope this will help . Life is also full of disappointment and happiness , when there is happiness there is bound to have disappointment , same as the other way round. That is how the world goes around , it might be a word or and action from someone that caused the disappointment . But all this disappointment can be cleared by always remembering : Forgive & Forget ™ .

For my christian friends , always remember what He who said : Have a faith like a sesame seed & when you command the mountain to move , it will move~ ....

I am suppose to sleep now but I just cannot do it , *blah blah blah* .....

2007-10-29T19:17:00.000+08:00

Seems like it is going to be a busy week , just completed a Kayaking Orientation Programme a.k.a KOP . Was teaching a class of students from Hougang Primary , class 6-4 , a rather talkative class I say . Some of them are most of the time cute as they do funny things while some are playful and all I can say is : come on~ they are just KIDZ~ ..... Some of them are BORED as they are camping overnight and started saying who like who *blah blah blah* . After the KOP , I am back to my work at Commonwealth in the warehouse . When I enter , my boss went : " wah so long never see you , you became tanned . " While the manager there was going : " Kenneth ! your friend not working here already? Tell her she is fired~ " When the work started , a group of people came and check the stocks , so my mission was to assist them in the checking . SO MANY CARTONS to be checked , climbing up and down the ladder and accidentally dropped my phone from a height of 2.5 metres . Soon there will be another KOP 31st-1st , 3rd-4th and during the 5th to 7th , Kenneth is off to Perak for white water rafting expedition with HQ NCC even he POP already T.T I am SO going to miss you~ "Forced" to go as there was no senior going and Sir Koh cannot handle so many things . Anyone want chewing gum~? XD

PS:if you are one of those kids who were taught by me during the overnight KOP at 25th-26th Oct sees my blog by anyhow clicking , please leave a tag . % of them finding my blog = 0.0000000000000000000001%

Forever love~ my love for you is forever and not going to change~ XD

2007-10-21T18:44:00.000+08:00

I recieved a news from Mr Koh , saying that I am going to Perak expedition with him as he needs a senior to follow him T.T I shall follow the CO's order and go for the expedition , bring back alot of memories . Working days = more $$ for things to buy , but there is still school tomorrow and hope Ms Tang will play "The Simpsons" during her lesson or even she take over Mdm Yeo's lessons for that =X

No matter how long it takes , I will still wait for you , waiting for the day with your answer .
You're my heart , with you by my side I feel alive . Without you , I feel alone and lost , unable to feel my heart beats.

2007-10-18T19:16:00.000+08:00

It has been so long since I update my blog *stretch* I think I am going to post blog like my brother , super long post , but not as long as his as he is a script writer while I am more to an adventurous dude .

Even when N lvls is over , but the whole class still have to go for bridging program , bridging for the class and teachers ehh~ * go school learn maths , phy , watch The Simpsons & playing MahJong ( tiles is as big as the letter on the keyboard ) * Something is "killing" the class , the "BORING" time from Mdm Yeo by her work sheets and .....

I got a job as a warehouse helper , working with my buddies , Kok Sheng *diver Foo* , Clemens , Kelly , Hui Shan *going quit soon =.=* After calculating , I found out I need to work 2 months to get my aim of things to buy O.O *darn~* Work was easy , moving cartons and giving stocks to the different shops with the list . Which means if I purposely give wrong , then the whole shop will *AHHHHH* hehehe , neh~ I am not so evil to do that things ^^ Met alot of friends who is older than me , teaching me how to do things and guiding me along , THANKS GUYS . *must continue to guide me ^^* Photos of me working is not as easy as it looks as the photographer took it when it was going to be end of work .

Friends are forever , Friends never betray each other or quit from being friends from each others but care for each other . Hope that everyone will be back to normal times when we play together like some jokers . Time sure change people from what they use to be , it sure is different from the memories we had since we joined the school . Remember the days we use to run around and get into troubles with the teachers going after us . Sad is that school is ending soon T.T

Life is full of ups and downs , it is how you are going to face it . No matter what , I still trust and in love with you~

2007-10-12T11:37:00.000+08:00

6 days since I post , N lvls is OVER !!!!! YAY XD had quite a busy schedule to do things . Went kayaking with Kok Sheng yesterday , while we were practicing skill , we saw a cruise . It was the cruise princess from harbourfront passing by , so we went near and wave at the people at the deck , people thought we were jokers and wave back . When returning to shore , we pulled a pot of crab traps . There was 2 flower crab in the pot , so we wanted to bring them home . When I was about to take the 1st crab , it nearly grab my finger , in the end it jumped in to the water =.= For the 2nd crab , we caught it and when we came out from the toilet , it died T.T Rushed home , change and went for jamming , SO BORED . After jamming went for basketball , got trashed by 2 china dudes =.= One of them can just jump and slam dunk , the other can shoot from a range O.O

Next week Saturday , kayaking at Water Venture Kallang , 10 am to 5 pm . Its gonna be fun ^^

Always waiting for you no matter what happens~

2007-10-06T08:40:00.001+08:00

Just love the old blogskin too much~ cannot bare to leave it ^^

2007-10-06T08:40:00.000+08:00

=.= *maintain silence~* ..... I don't know if it is me or what thing , I am freaking myself out by reading people's mind =.= Few days ago , my church mate was asking me to go study and I said everything she wanted to say before she can even type it out . Second is that I can "sense" problems or difficulty , just like ....... *nvm~* Yesterday was the LONGEST night I have ever been through , time was playing on me , changing seconds to minutes , minutes to hours . I was lying on my bed for minutes and the bed was as warm as my body temperature , think I am too warm =.= Slept at 4 due to the stupid change of time , woke up at 7 30 and was still very energetic o.o think my body malfunction already . Tried to go back to sleep , flip myself in the bed like an indian making a prata , but still had my eyes open as big as an owl O.O maybe I should make myself tired , GO CYCLING~!!!!! hehe thats the way~

2007-10-04T19:46:00.000+08:00

Went to CP , so happy as I got to see LuTing =x Then went on to Macs near Monfort Sec to study D&T . Was going home from Macs at 19 45 as it was too noisy to study there , kids running around and sitting with me , looking at me study o.o So I decided to go home , when going home , I fell down and had a tiny puncture by some weird plant on my left thumb . So I washed the wound before applying the antiseptic , now I cannot hit the space bar with my left thumb ( so difficult to do it ) . Now I CANNOT feel my left thumb , it has gone numb =.= I guess soon will be my left arm as there is a little little pain felt there . Maybe I should go to the doctors later . Good Lucks & Jia You to everyone taking the F&N paper tomorrow ^^

you yuan mei yuan , wo hai shi ai zhe ni de~

2007-10-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

Looking for people to go kayaking next week !!! After my N lvls , Kayaking the WHOLE day . *Even if i m kayaking will be smsing XD* Location : Changi WV or Kallang WV ^^ Time : 10 00 to 17 00 Date : TBC ( to be cfm )

2007-10-02T16:07:00.000+08:00

N lvls~ O.O AHHH so stressed . It is going to be over soon ^^ just have to ENDURE for a few more days , WE can do it XD must ENDURE ... Maths , Phy , Chem , Geo over alr ^^

On my way home on the bus , 2 chubby little kids board the bus , laughing all as they walk down the way to find a sit . They are so chubby that I cannot see their eyes open clearly , they sat down beside me and started talking loudly . Seeing them so chubby , I turned and look at them giving the "killer" look , they look back with the cute look and lower their volume .

=.= my mom sure is a mood spoiler , I was in the mood for studying a moment ago before she came into my room and say about me . No I cannot concentrate -.- DARN ! need to relax by doing my job in killing aliens in Halo XD

Good luck to everyone for their N lvls and O lvls ^^

Always loving you~ XD

2007-09-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

How I hope that everyday will be like tonight , happy and cheerful , seeing you at the bus stop . Sms-ing and having fun , will always remember today ^^

Always thinking of you every time , waiting for your reply and answer .

2007-09-28T21:25:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY - Physical Education , superb fun day where everyone gets to play games . I was playing basket ball with some friends , jumping for rebound . But a guy with the mass of a BUFFULO landed on the back of my ankle , ONE injured ankle , but I carried on playing . Soon I was back jumping while enduring the pain , till the BUFFULO landed on my right foot . Crippling me , NEVER SAY DIE , so continued playing , staying away from the large mass human . Instead of getting in contact with the BUFFULO , I banged into a guy who is skiny and his knee went right into mine . Now my leg is entering a status of pain when I walk , ENDURE~!!!!! Worst of all , my specs is broken , the "leg" fell off . Now Kenneth is officially a BLIND BAT =.=

I also wanna be like that piggy~ XD

2007-09-26T20:18:00.000+08:00

Exams round the corner * look there it is~!!! * Even with it coming shorten by the seconds , I still cannot concentrate on Phy , Maths , Geo , Chem , D&T . Wanted to go play Xbox to get into study mode , but Dad watching TV , so it's okie , I still got my computer ^^ I think it will be a great time for me to relax and do some refreshing of my mind . relax man relax~ * breath in , breath out * Now time to go back study .

2007-09-25T19:45:00.001+08:00

Life is full of obstacles , so difficult to reach the taget with all the things blocking the road to go ahead.....

2007-09-23T15:54:00.000+08:00

When I was having lesson just now , something flew into my right eyes , making me go from -.= to -.- . It was as pain as what happened to my left eyes yesterday , leaving Debra asking if I am okie as I went moaning all the way . Went to see the doctor , all he can say is : use eye drops , and becareful not to hurt your eyes . *blink blink* my eyes do feel better ^(oo)^ v

2007-09-22T22:54:00.000+08:00

Was at church for the moon cake festival celebration , when all the kids went out to play with lantern , they needed people to go along . Active kids they are , running and screaming all the way . So I followed them , with my eyes in pain due to the unknown item that fell into my eyes during the afternoon , smokes from the burning candles float into my eyes as I walked behind them *pain pain* T.T . Hope my eyes will recover after tonight's rest , oh Lord , tomorrow no red eyes please~ I must be strong , ENDURE . ^^

If you're feeling sad , confused and lost , try not to think too much , I will always be here for you =) Hope that you're fine and able to tell me if anything is wrong .

2007-09-22T12:27:00.001+08:00

darn , i think my left eyes is a goner . while i was studying my maths TYS , something fell RIGHT into my left eyes , and i m "blinded" by the left eye right now . *pain pain * T.T shit happens ....

2007-09-22T12:27:00.000+08:00

after days of excercise , my left ankle swollen o.o feels the pain when doing work out for more than 15 mins , think I have to let it rest . go study , hehe~

2007-09-19T20:02:00.000+08:00

Nothing to update lately , all is to be updated is MUGGING ALL THE WAY~.....

2007-09-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

O.O Too much blood lost from the cut on the neck * dizzy * . I think I am going to fall aslssp and not wake up o.o blur blur liao think is a good night forever o.o

2007-09-13T13:58:00.001+08:00

MUST HISTORY REPEAT~?!!!??? I hate it to repeat , I just want is my dreams to come true without the "extra" coming in . Life is cruel , yups it sure is , especially when friends do things that you hate to know . But it can be forgive and forgotten , so that's is what it shall be , forgive and forgotten of the things that happened . It is a brand new day every morning , when it is the best to breath in and start everything new . Looking life at a different angle from now onwards , I shall do things I have never done before . This Saturday's kayaking shall be the last activity before mugging ALL THE WAY . Mean while I shall not get close to the "extra" so I can cool down . It is the time , it is either now or never .....

-the Most foolish man is when he is in love or lost , not thinking before he do an action...

2007-09-13T13:58:00.000+08:00

Now I am in my own world , not caring of what is happening . Just freaking irritated and lost . I feel that the old ways are tempting me , the strength to inflict hurt on someone . But it shall not happen till the day is near , for now I shall endure ...... ALL THE WAY!

I,seriously hate TRAITOR , BACKSTABBER among friends , People who do the things that make others feel the anger , and I am feeling it RIGHT NOW .

Trying to forgive and forget ......

2007-09-12T15:16:00.000+08:00

O.O WHY o.o WHY ..... *sigh* i need to relax man~ O.O but HOW O.O class is so strssful , have to care for this and that O.O relax~ slowly one by one .

2007-09-09T17:57:00.000+08:00

*phew* I was suppose to wake up at 3.30 am but instead , I woke up at 4.20 am , I thought I was late but I was not , Nor tried to find her way here so it took some time =] Went from place to place till I was at the river , waiting for the equipment to be unloaded . Went down the water to test out the current and different things . Soon participants from the race came and some of them had cramps at their legs while swimming , leaving us no choice but to help them out with the cramp . After all the participants had cleared away , did some roll for fun before returning back to shore and take a ride on the lorry to Yishun SAFRA . Very tired , hope my pay comes ^^ .

2007-09-07T19:51:00.000+08:00

Woke up so early in the morning , 7 am , prepared my things for the KOP . Went off to kovan MRT station with my dad fetching me . Went on to Lavander at 8.20 am , felt that it was early , so I went for a breakfast at Army Market . A few uncles were playing a few SUPER old songs that I cannot stop laughing and went off in 15 mins . Walk to the club in 15 mins and found a group of anuties and uncle outside doing excercise , I thought I was going to lead them for KOP and I nearly fainted . After I got into the club , the manager told me : " your not leading this group , your leading a group younger . " First thing that came to my mind was uniform group students , so I waited there with my handphone sms-ing ( just cannot stop sms-ing ) . Suddenly a group of Girl Guides approached the club O.O first reaction was : "siao liao , better go get tow line to help them during the programme ." BUT luckily got uncle Lau and Yi Hui to help , when uncle Lau was teaching the basics while me and Yi Hui did some demo and chatting behind . Before launching out , SOME of them approached and say : "ehhh , got single kayak to use? Cause one of the girls not coming ." First question that all the instructors asked was : " You 1 star or 2 star? " And she was 2 star 0.0 Sec 4 2 star . So when we launched out , we call her "2 star girl" , easy to remember ehh ^(oo)^ . Launched out , and taught some basics and it was lunch break . Smsed under the hot sun , ate at the trainer's room and applied sun block before going out . When we went out again , we went for a mini expedition , moving less that 2 km =.= But it was fun as Yi Hui taught me to do the rolls nicely , THANKS MAN . Now I can do a successful C to C roll and paddle roll ^(oo)^ , I have to master the rest of the rolls . After that some games with them and beach up to end the day . After washing and keeping the kayaks , me and Yi Hui started disturbing them , asking them to guess my age and shocked to know I am 16 O.O But overall , it was fun as I am able to learn somethings about kayak rolls ^(oo)^ .

I never get sting by jellyfish , YAY , but I got hurt when rescuing some of them from the rocks O.O

WO XIANG XING NI~ XD

2007-09-06T21:23:00.000+08:00

If I offend anyone , please come and tell me , I will not result to violence . If I am the one in wrong , I am to be truly sorry as I also have my own reasons . =] So just approach personally ( or a body guard if you need one ) me if there is something I offend you ..... You must remember that I have changed ......

2007-09-04T17:25:00.000+08:00

CYA KEN , yeaps , ken is gone forever :) *memory erased * A brand new ken is taking over , new mood , new attitudes , best of all , he is merciful . ^^

2007-09-04T00:54:00.001+08:00

A guy is most foolish when he is in love , acting before thinking .

2007-09-04T00:47:00.000+08:00

It hurts to know too many things , it is just too frustrated . It takes a few nights to get over with the things done that hurts . My heart has been "stabbed" a few times and I feel pretty sad about when I recall about the times I have been hurt . I try not to ponder on what is hurting me , but I just can't stop thinking about you . But when I don't get to speak to you every time during the lessons , I get a sense of disappointment in me , telling myself as a failure , unable to such a simple thing . I just feel the sense of tiredness but I am not giving up , till the last breath that is left in me . All I want is to be there for you , not others for me to be there for or even other to be there for you . Just you and me ...... * STABBED *

Oh ya , for those who can see this , DO NOT ever speak of his name in front of me anymore * vincent , our trust lvl is now 0 , so fuck off *

2007-09-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

Now I have quite an amount of things I want to talk to you , but when I talk to you , all I get from the reply is short , real short . WHY~!!!! T.T Darn , I don't really like the sitting arrangement of the N levels , placing me in front of the row , not able to turn back to look .

2007-09-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the FIRST paper of N lvls , which is the start of exams O.O but I just cannot concentrate on the subjects O.O having problems to process the mind to follow what has been taught . time to go lala land before it is too late

2007-08-31T17:12:00.000+08:00

I don't know what should my feelings be , angry or sad . Life has not been being fair to me , no matter what I plan , it will go the other way . Will someone just place a bullet through my brain or even drive a car over me so I can have to think so much~!!!! Maybe after getting SHOT or getting RAMMED over , life will be fair to me .

2007-08-29T23:12:00.000+08:00

It is not that I don't want to sms you late night , just that your doing your work , I don't feel like distracting you from your thinkings . Maybe your waiting for me , while I am waiting for you . Someone from the class said : I dreamt of Ms Tang asking LuTing " Want a not , Want a not " but what LuTing replied was " Not that I don't want , is that guy is shy " . If this is true , then I shall not wait any longer , the day is near .

2007-08-28T23:12:00.002+08:00

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2007-08-28T23:12:00.001+08:00

o.o this time , i feel like becoming a sniper , staying low and silent , killing anyone who is doing evil against the majority . won't mind taking down a bugger with all my strength no matter who he is , what his identity is . bringing him down is just going to be a peice of cake when everything is wrong for HIM . FEAR is what you will find when you scan right into my eyes , i will be the one who create FEAR for you .

2007-08-27T20:22:00.000+08:00

I think I know what I shoud do now ^^ after a bus ride of talking and thinking , I know what should be done o.o

2007-08-26T20:22:00.000+08:00

From the past , I learn about weather . When u see the picture , the part circled is raining . This is because of the droplets falling and making the vision look blurred .

2007-08-25T21:09:00.000+08:00

*pain pain pain pain pain pain pain* full of pain

2007-08-21T22:15:00.000+08:00

The band practising

I PLAY DRUM OK~ DON'T SAY I DON'T KNOW

The jamming was TOTALLY FUN and ENJOYABLE . I did not lose my touch on drumming ( even it took me about 5 mins to get started joining in the rest ) Had a great time drumming the beat out of the music , and even got on a video . When we were practicing halfway , a guy called leeroy came in and introduced us to UAB . Saying we can have a chance to win $2000 cash and they will pay for our jamming fee , NOT BAD EHH !!! So we all did an air band playing " wake me up when september ends " and they left . FUNNY THINGS happen along the way , after jamming we went to pool , not bad , improvements from shanster and corn ^^ keep it up ^^ When can we JAM again~? ^^

2007-08-21T14:40:00.000+08:00

Back from school and going out again~ to join shanster and the rest as they want to go jamming . O.O I CONFIRM 100% cock up as 2 months or 3 months since I touch the drum . GOT BACK MORE RESULTS :
Chem : 29/50
Maths:56/100
MT :46/100
D&T :53/100 ( 4 people pass only o.o haven count folio )
Phy : 35/50
EL : 51/100
CHG:57/100

Kind of sad and disappointed with myself , while a little little bit happy about the results . * sigh *

AND I DON'T HAVE ANY CHILDREN YET !!!!! I am not even married o.o

2007-08-19T20:15:00.001+08:00

WOOTS ~ YAY >.< happy =] YAY xD

This is the 50th post on my blog ( not why i am happy about o.o ) ^^ , went to class to get the result slip . Darn man , pass is pass BUT at boarder mark , ARGH~!!!! Got improve a bit , during 'N' lvls I MUST improve ALOT ALOT . =] During Ansar's period , Shanster came up with a family tree which make alot of people go around killing her . O.O * zao si de * But abit of it is true XD hehe ( also not this i am happy about )

Results
Chem : 29/50
Maths:56/100
MT :46/100
D&T :53/100 ( 4 people pass only o.o haven count folio )
( also not this i am happy about )

2007-08-19T20:15:00.000+08:00

YAY , I am so happy that LuTing went to watch fireworks > <>

Leaving my home at 7pm , I made my way to Kallang Water Venture outlet for the briefing for the event next day , there I met some "old" friends and new friends . I walked 2.4 km as I did not know where to go , with my heavy bag pack . Watch the fireworks at 9 pm and the briefing started at 10 pm , sleep at 1 am and woke up at 4:30 am . Final briefing with my IC Louis before getting our breakfast and equipments ready . Setting off on our kayaks , we launch out to move across the darkness at 6 am towards the Oasis restraunt , pointing out bow towards the direction and moving along without stoping ( the moving was like commandos moving in the darkness ) . Had some little conversation with my group members , SQ , WeiTi , Daniel , Louis , Uncle Lau and Chow while waiting for the people from NYP to get ready . At 8 am , the fleet started the expedition towards the Marina Bay , lead by Minister Teo ( cool man ) . By 9am we waited for the president , SQ started drinking some water and spitting out , saying the merlion inspired me to do so~ O.O By 10:30 am , reached the shore to sort out the kayaks before RTB ( Returning To Base ) . Sign the form to get my FIRST pay $45 YAY . Went home , over slept before going down to CP to meet the rest to go Marina South for food and fireworks . After which to play pool , OWNING~!!!!! hehe

Glad that you went there =) and that made my day .

2007-08-17T18:40:00.000+08:00

Nothing to say~ human mind changes in a split second , one moment the ans might be (a) while in a second time the ans is changed to (b) . pfft~ , the world is changing . Every FREAKING thing is CHANGING , no matter what happen it will be changed . NEVER MIND , I shall go off on my own if it is things is like that , I dun give a freaking dam about all this piece of SHIT . In life there is always 2 choice , a) yes b) no , choose one and achieve to it , or else FORGET about it . I shall just make myself combat capable to survive down the stretch of long way to go no matter what is the problem , dashing through the FUCKING problem . In life there is only one chance , take it or leave it , do not complain about what happened . THIS IS LIFE & EVERYTHING IS IN YOUR HANDS TO CONTROL . MISS the chance then FUCK OFF , GRAB the chance then it is GOOD FOR YOU . ONCE IN A LIFE TIME , LIVE it OR LEAVE it .

Personal motto : Just do it or forget about it , 2 choice 1 to select from , NOW or NEVER .

2007-08-16T14:20:00.000+08:00

Suddenly I got the feeling of lost , just like I am having a force , sensing things around me . And this feeling is telling me something bad i either happening or going to happen soon .

2007-08-16T12:41:00.001+08:00

PRELIMS ARE OVER !!!!! hehe~ but still need to study for N lvl o.o DARN Now for me to relax , hehe , tml is the day to watch fireworks~!!!!